I dont know why people befriend me When its clear they want to kill me Spiritually, emotionally w/a low dosage of empathy I mean, why go out of your way to offend me with all the snaps you send me? Am I simply all you talk about, when you're out without me friendlies? Is it envy? Is it undoubtedly? Because when I snap, you pretend you've been decent enough to be around me.. Oh, well look what ive found, me.. And ive always been this way, you think you have an inkling of what makes me, me but who are you to say? Its called being a younger sibling to two older sisters, and bigger to a little.. A father I barely missed because he was rarely instrumental.. convinced since im sensitive it means I couldnt be a mister? Well im on a mission to make a decision to hear im the last name you mention.. Give me no more of your attention because I no longer want your friendship.. You try to hang on but we're separated and I leave you STRANDed..