Headline in todays paper: New Mother Dies during Childbirth; Picture Only Lead to Criminal

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"I'm expecting and there's nothing I can do
...But hope and pray I can give my best to you
That I can give ˝ to God and the rest to you
That somehow I can provide the life I never had
So your days can be joyful and happy, never sad
and someday explain the other set of hands isn't dads
To my unborn child, my last saving grace
I can't wait to kiss your soft angelic baby face
To be the mother mine wasn’t and make this our place
To be able to feel your tiny toes and tiny hands
I can’t wait to run and cater to your demands
I want to handle the hourglass and slow down the sands
Mother do you see me? Doing this all on my own?
I’m perfectly stable, and capable do you need to be shown
You didn't think I could do this, well ma I'm not alone
There's millions others out there doing just fine
They all prevail but no other child is like mine
My baby I consider an angel so close to divine
My precious you're special a little gift from above
Heavenly rays will spread across your face with love
And Mommy will be here when push comes to shove
A fairy tale my life is beginning to become
It's too early to know if you're my daughter or my son
Boy or girl I don’t care when all is said and done
No matter what my darling you are unique
I’ll be here no matter what path in life you seek
I’ll be your paddle and life shall become your creek
As I look in the mirror of this image of life
I see a preview of innocence puberty and strife
I envision holidays, and future husband or wife
I have overcame what my mother thought I would become
I’m not a hooker, a stripper, or a mother of two kids living in a slum
My decision was made quickly, but I would never considered it dumb
Embedded in my belly is a miracle a worthy contestant in humanity
An oasis in a dessert, a bit of sense in this world of insanity
A child formed during a time of insecurity and morbid vanity
When it comes to where is the father my only answer is Gone
In honesty I don’t know, all I know is I was pregnant by dawn
Because that is the only avenue in my pregnancy that I went wrong
Baby when you see this picture, please do not cry
I wrote this note on the back; you are not the reason I had to die
The hands in the picture are my murderers he told me to lie
Told me to tell you he is your father because he should’ve been
But I love you and want you to know the truth your real father was ....Sin.