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if you show, good luck, i didn't think you would so i dropped this quick. yeah, i'm lazy lol.
7. You've decided you just don't care anymore...about anything
why bother?
life's not perfect, my life's worthless,
my parents remain nervous,
my purpose is such a diservice.
i warned them,
i said,
one day you'll soon regret.
the times we never spent,
you washed them away with neglect.
still they disrespected,
and threw away our family ties.
our family times,
closed up,
when i blew my family's minds.
it was friday evening,
i just finished doing homework.
that's when i went beserk,
and decided to do my own dirt.
i dug my own grave,
right outside our front yard.
they were busy "cutting a rug",
i was emotionally scarred.
pops strumming his guitar,
yet the sound was quite faint.
they were laughing up a storm,
yet from me,
not one complaint.
see i wallowed in my,
misery,
they followed previous history.
and they still remain at mystery,
why there son would do this,
whispering ..
.. "you never once looked,
my way,
never came out to play,
so today,
i say, 'fuck you',
both our lives are now disgraced"
and you figure the would've,
gotten this,
THE FIRST TIME.
but no,
i dug my own grave,
next to my sister's,
toe to toe.
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