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take your time..
2. You obviously lost control of your life...being addicted to prescription drugs you just cant get enough...but they aren’t always there since you abuse them and insurances wont always pay...so you walk into a CVS with a gun...head to the back and rob the pharmacy for there MS Contin....run to a corner of the store and take 100 at a time...there you zone out...then you hear sirens...what now?
Still conscious though admit... I really didn’t give a fuck
Chances are would get away seeing how I live off luck… but
I need sleep, carry so much weed bet I look fag in disguise
But that’s not green makeup on my face, it’s bags under my eyes
My reply if someone asked, as I sat and tried to revive my ass
Was only on the floor a sec, how did it fall asleep so fast?
I had no protective pads to prevent the holes I know I had
didn’t even hear the gunshots; just felt the wetness down my ass
Im glad I packed the pain killers down my stomachs empty space
Why should I hurry up my pace... my face is posted in 50 states
I had to wait…and see… the TV news cameras lock on me...
Before I stopped… To breath.. and have a coffin over me
Death I wish her; Just hoping that my sister views this picture
I don’t want to beat the bitch…just want the news to hit her
In the gut to bruise her liver, with use of temper when delivered
-Im a cold ass man with no passion to back the shiver
U would be too... if a family member shit on you
this bitch already had been married even had a kid or two
I was never to understand why she went for my man
Who was supposedly gay, until she gave him head in his van
And to think… she waited until tonight to tell me this
When already iv off'd two fifths an can't deal with overwhelming shit
"its not a prank if I show up with a knife wanting your belly split"
Is what I screamed at the cameras, while I tried selling spliffs
As the police finally started approaching the entrance doors
Pulled down my pants, shit out forgiveness and let it sit on the floor
It can pose as my clone since it looked how I felt
My deck of life was tampered with… justlook what was dealt
Took some more pills off the shelf and packed them away
Grabbing the depression bottles so id be happy for days
The pain went away as soon as I popped the hydrocodine
And with a little smoke of hydro I knew I would be floating
This gun in my hand is the only reason im still alive
I crossed the line, but felt positive about being crucified
That’s if I die trying to leave… got snipers trying to see
Spying on me from the across street neighboring apt balconies
... Is a gay mans life even worth the effort to survive
Debating my mind as I found another shelf to hide behind
I looked down... an didn't even know the floor was gone
My shirt was soaked in red, soon felt like a dirty tampon
With one leg to stand on I hoped towards the exit
To bad this isn’t highlander, me having the sword perfected
Plus I could sure buy time without these bullets in my spine
I was getting weak with no blood, thought of blowing my mind
The exit was right in front of me but didn’t notice the sign
Just the clock I knocked off the wall.. too focused on time
soon the cops would find me; I left a nice blood trail
no doubt... this was a bad dream straight from hell
While the problem itself just seemed almost unreal
Yet the shit I got in tonight was signed a done deal
With the pain pills wearing off thought best if I Gave Up
So I passed out unaware the whole story was Made Up
pz an good luck
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