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I NEED SPACE
When it comes to people crammin up to get in my face
They make me wanna escape while they be hot on the chase
I don’t want to deal with this as my everyday task
But through every situation they be all on my ass
So I take a small amount of them and give what I need
Then I’m off to make a getaway while pacin’ to speed
Why is everyone a bother when they talk about me
When I’m never out for comments as they pout about me
It’s these type of situations that would make me take haste
But they never comprehend that I gotta have space
It’s not the bitter taste of flavors that I fail to respond
It’s just the fact that all the aggravation’s gotta be gone
You see, my vital signs have heightened to an unhealthy state
As I told my doctor yesterday I haven’t felt great
Life is evident to times that we endure good and bad
But this current state of loneliness is making me glad
To be expanded out from life that I’m away from the rest
It relieves me temporarily while I’m clutching my breast
Out to smoke a little oxygen relieving my chest
While my mind’s completed yet another phase of this test
These defeats of many stages that have made me this man
Brought so many screams of rage to search for space in demand
It’s not the fact that I’m so sensitive and weak to endure
It’s just the fact that my persona shows I’m never too sure
So my problem solving actions lead me out to the hills
Where my mind recollects and keeps me peaceful to chill
I like to sit amongst the mountains overlookin’ the spot
Where originated drama and these tantrums get hot
To see me tuned to my peace to hear the sweet songs of silence
While this paradise of realm has set me way past from violence
I’m the man that I was never in the life past before
When my fantasies arrived to see me search out for more
Even then within my happiness, the cluttered up space
Brought a secret insecurity to that in my face
I was difficult to manage thru every inset emotion
It was hard to paint a picture with an uncolored ocean
And without that illustration that would find me in comfort
It would leave me half-embodied from a place undiscovered
when Im occupied fully with so much in my thoughts
I find the complicated claws to have me captured and caught
While I fought… I sought for evidence to space in my gain
As I had struggled just to seek serenity out in name
I was tamed for a moment.. then anxieties caught me
While the pressures of these aggravated things came and fought me
It was all sucked against me, and visions that arrived
Were out to traumatize me fully without responding out fine
I was dyin quietly with a secretive slice
Of how the people that surrounded me had ceased to be nice
Im a slow death-embedded man with needs to embrace
A different kind of secret place have my peace kept in space
But life is around me, and not much there’s to save me
As I always had predicted that this all would be gravy
I was left in this life.. no beginning or end
But an unpredicted message to all of you I must send
That where I’m going, they will follow wherever left trace..
But in my time that I be seekin it..
I still need my space.
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