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My pain
If you, looked in my life, the pain that I've felt
You'd realize the words Im speaking is pain in itself
You can see the whole picture while its painting itself
And if you fail to see it clearly then Im blaming myself
Sorry, I have a tough time explaining myself
Its like I dont even know me, Ima stranger to self
And inside, it eats me alive and endangers my health
But I just, play what Im dealt and stay to myself
And I just, keep the pain in the back of my brain, it helps
I just, brush it off and laugh at the pain, it helps
Everyday trying to hide it is actually a strain in itself
With so much pain my strength practically gains on itself
I look back, and wish the past would rearrange itself
Pain spead through my soul, it cant contain itself
But Im strong now, and realized that I can change myself
You must be fake if you can relate to the pain I felt
My past
If I, put my past into words, I'd come out with nothing
Cause I was told my whole life that I'd amount to nothing
Keep putting me down untill I amount to something
I've heard it before, the words coming out ya mouth is nothing
I had a chance to suceed, but I threw it away
What money I had was rolled up, blew it away
So think about it, is it really true what you say???
If you cant go through, what I go through in a day
Never that, so dont rate me or judge me
I am who I am, hate me or love me
Im not conceided, nor ahead of myself
I try to live rightous, therefor I can better myself
My future is now, but back then it was looking iffy
So I said fuck it and packed my past andf took it with me
Im on a journey even though my path may be longer
But when I look back, I realize my past made me stronger
My Heaven
I visualize a better place, better than this
Where angels embrace you and greet you with a heavenly kiss
Its ever so bliss
And if I've never felt pain before
How would I know this place ever exsist
A place where you can be yourself, no one can judge
No one can hate you, cause now they all love you
A gathering place where people sing a song
And the words touch you so deep that you just have to sing a long
My hell
Its been a long road, but yet Im still here in the fight
And its sad that I wasted 20 years of my life
I had alot of dreams but I never chased them at all
Alot of oppertunitys and I wasted them all
In this hell I call life its hard to weather the storm
Sometimes I sit and wonder what if I never was born
Then I wouldnt deal with hate thats infected in humans
Cause we were all given knowledge but neglected to use it
If you gotta fuck it attitude I suggest that you lose it
Just listen to my hell as it manifests through my music
My life...
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The lord is my guiding light and salvation.....whom shall I fear
Last edited by LiQuiDliFe; 05-13-2004 at 11:37 PM.
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