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2. Anaphora
You're an innocent child witnessing domestic abuse...
My dad would laughed ‘n cheer, actin weird after he grabbed a beer
But 2 hours later, as he neared, his limit and 12 cans were cleared
Things would change into an atmosphere that was wrapped in fear
I was a child born, who had it’s mind torn by a man who hated his wife more
Then anything else in this world, and his actions would eat at my life-force
One time my dad climbed over my mom with a knife drawn
And I watched as he raped her right there on our tiled floor
Afterwards he threw her in the kitchen to find something to cook
I’d just lock myself in my room like nothin was shook
Inside of me and just scrape crayons against my colorin book
To escape the hell I was trapped in, and just fly off into a world of magic
Where no fear existed and we all were happy
Where kids were laughin as they played with their daddies
Unfortunately that place was created by, and not for-me
It’s just an utopian story, cuz in this world I still have images haunt me
Like when my mom was chased quick, into my room for prais-ing
Another man’s looks which sent dad into a raged fit
Usin a cane stick he beat my mom in the head till her face ripped
And spilled blood over the same toys I played with
The poor woman was forced to stay home just
So no one would know this, pain she went through that’s why it wasn’t really noticed
But when I was 13 the torture ended thankfully we were left in sanctuary
It was mercy given from Heaven finally…
My dad had left the room for a brief shit
I remember my mom droppin pills into the beer from which he sipped
No one knows what killed him except me and I will not speak it
Cuz That’s between my mother and I…..it’s our lil secret
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