Suicide:
My life is trapped, I'm trapped in life and strapped to fight
Cuz that's my right, And the way it looks I might need a nap tonight
So I'ma rap and write, About the drastic cause
That smashed and paused, My life causing it to collaspe and fall
And now perhaps it's all done with and ended, Man
I feel like I'm stuck, In the middle like kid's in a mini-van
And something gots to give, But nothing stops to live
So fucking doctors Quit, Helping me out and start questioning shit
Cuz I've been everywhere. Charter, And theropists
Man it's some scary shit, When u start thinking u're a terrorist
Let me tell u about my fear, And sense of doubt
It's the suspense of drought, The intense bout that would commence a shout
U see defense is clout. U gotta use it right
And I never used it. So since I didn't I was fused to fight
The battles on my own, And on my own I'd die
Cuz I can't keep up with the bones of life so I cloned a knife
Now in the zone I cry, Looking for the answer
To the question of life, Alone and try moving with the cancer
A dancer losing time, The art of life is mine
As it lies in my hands, I gotta chose the path through strife defined
My time is no longer. I'm stronger but weaker
At the same time somehow. The anger inside is getting bleaker
I can't withstand the pain. My emotions racing
While standing on the edge, of life tonight blinded and heart pacing
I start tracing my thoughts, Trying to figure out
What and why this happened, But get no consideration from doubt
My anger takes over, My body has no choice
But to follow it's path, And agree with the oddly and cold voice
Deep within my torso, I'm tore so deep and scarred
And scarred so deep it's hard to sleep at night or stay calm, sweet, or barred
So it's come to the worst, The last step of delight
And as I hit the ground, I feel relieved for the first time in my life
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