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'Standing at a Grave'
a step to the ground as i rub off the dirt from my face
took time to embrace n realized i was at the worst place
hell's mansion, im talkin about the first ace
the one with dead ones, markings on the ground
im talkin about where dead people can be found
iight, check it..
im aching to know, arms shakin..but quick to see
that the person i loved the most is now dead to me..
can't believe so i simply don't give in
rather kill myself..cuz life ain't worth livin
angry against reality.. the truth won't let in
that my mama is now in heaven, not being here
has me seein tears, n im feelin persevere
the struggle n fear is just to hard..
i just wanna disappear from my pears
my heart can't accept the loss, so i stare up top
and scream to god 'you've messed up alot'
depress at my tought, standing at a grave ain't easy
thinkin about when she was alive..pleasin n teachin me
with her words reachin me, her food feedin me
but now all that is gone n who's the blame
a loss of a strong woman so who's to gain
all that remains is she's dead n im standing here
a man with tears cuz i just can't stand to hear
so i sip 22's while lookin down in the grave
head shakin out in way, but im proud to this day
that i was raised by a strong mom
she gave me hope n love...
but my heart feels better knowin she livin above
back with her ma where she's suppose to be
im standin here alone thinkin
one day she'll again be close to me
*puts down head phones*
.......' whoa..this was a nice track'
good luck' kid..pz
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