Black coffee, two glazed and paper
Plus I buy a pack of gum so I could save it for later
Same table, same chair, same view in the sunlight
My theory: Doesn't matter what you do if it's done right
Khakis hold me close, crisp crease in the center
Bitter coffee's the first thing that I had eaten since dinner
Tapping the heel of my Giorgio Brutini's to tile
Eating in style, trying not to seem so beguile
I leave with a smile, only to return in the morning
It was a daily routine that I would keep for awhile
Deep in denial; I thought I had to see to believe
Was past tears, shit
I had watched this same show for the past year
Now the sad clears and I watch for a purpose
Calculating the scene precisely, my scheme was shiesty
Her jeans were pricy; and she was perfectly foolish
Not a day over sixteen, which made me nervous to do it
Body so cold and desolate, her soul was delicate
Watching the pretty girl with all her golden necklaces
Her pose was excellent; in such a beautiful fashion
French manicured toes moved in tune with her passion
The smoothest of actions; and I just drool as I stare
But never being noticed, I was cool with despair
The cruelest affair; I kept checking my watch for the time
Contemplating his demise, it would be a surprise
I evened my eyes, blankly waiting as the demon arrived
That son of a bitch, strolling in with my bride
That was it, it's time that he died
So I press the button to release demise
Looking up towards the pale blue skys
My watch, no longer relevant to the scene
Soon our blood will flow together like a wild ravine
As I triggered the bomb beneath my armani attire
Feeling the satisfaction while engulfed in that fire..
"To the question whether I am a pessimist or an optimist, I answer that my knowledge is pessimistic, but my willing and hoping are optimistic
-Albert Schweitzer
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As long as he doing right, by you and the kids
How you gon' expect that man not to be who is
I aint sayin that its right, but we often pay the price
Cos a woman's life is love, and a man's love is life
And he gon' live it to the fullest
And I ain't tryna pull you down, or sound like a broken record
But you should know by now that all niggas is dogs
Better to have a rich pit than broke german shephard