The Blackest Thoughts
~Intro~
at first glance their eyes dance at this chance
to consume this unnatural romance
but upon further inspection one would mention
a certain tension which would raise the question...
... why ???...
~Joël~
This stainless steel will slowly peel your sense of feel
untill you kneel numb to a reality so surreal
slowly severing vessel from soul thus breaking the seal
such an ordeal has one goal to become the devils meal
pain and anguis your fear I will vanguish with torment so endless
forever itself will ask us to end this
so leave hope behind and clear your mind prepare for a time
which will slowly unwind to reveal a fate so unkind
~Leoj~
trapped ... caged in, Im unable to escape
my fate dipped in hate and left in that state
incapable of fighting in the abyss Ill be residing
quitly crying proceeding to keep dying cus hope Ill be denieing
Im only a reflection of my every action and deed
my movements create traction my words seem to bleed
so I heed unspoken sentences cause evils seed
has been planted in a mind fueled by demonic greed
~Joël~
my heart damn near fails as the knife impales sensation prevails
my senses explode I even feel the dirt under my nails
stab one is his thigh stab two will be his belly
as it enters the adrenaline rush becomes scary
my thought process goes blank all I want is near death
pull the ultimate prank 2 sighs from the last breath
chest, stomach, legs, arm, neck
all these places now stabbed there's no turning back
~Leoj~
pain reaching the core of my being my soul feels tired
such a vivid scene Im seeing his passion must be admired
as my blood flows out the wound created
I cant shout but my pain is stated
my facial expressions cant hide what I feel
his transgressions go on his passions are real
chest, stomach, legs, arm, neck
all these places now stabbed there's no turning back
~Joël~
exhausted yet happy I feel calm yet crappy
kissed the devils cheeck so gently
it was burning yet softly it sooth'd me yet disturbed me
it was agony and misery hand in hand with extasy
as darkness slowly gets all upon me I whisper Im crazy
with a smile of insanity a grin of a man weary
staring at the ceiling unable to stand
proud of me for doing all that I planned
~Outro~
a sick and twisted mind state unable to conversate
words enveloped by hate so there's only one fate
so many emotions put behind a wall
stacked to explode towering so tall
to sweet to hurt another but torture filled his dome
to not bother any other he tortured all alone
a final conclusion he came to ... one thing he could do
a twisted brain mind you but yet his actions were true
so as he lays there bleeding and his body does naught but shiver
we ask ourselves what would drive a man to torture himself infront of the mirror