My Art of Living
There's a feeling in me, and i usually have wait for it
that tells me one day I'll be one of the greatest poets.
Maybe its fate that I know it,
I just hope it'll never be too late to blow it.
I've question myself if its passion I'm filled with
or if writing is just me coping with the distractions of my illness.
But I guess,
I rhyme for reason and thats the only reason I rhyme.
and I write to make sense of my meaningless time.
I don't know where I'm at
so I try to look busy by reading the signs,
hoping people won't notice me
just as long as I keep my feet in the lines.
I need to rewind,
and turn my volume low and turn the noise down
cause the bass in my thoughts is too loud
its keeping my voice down.
You ever met a man picking his own lock?
Hi.
I rather kick in than knock.
Life is a slippery slope
so you might as well fall quicker
than trying to grab onto invisible rocks
ain't no use in hanging on for your life for a short while
we all fall
some of just go willingly and with more style.
All artists decay and embrace death
without leaving a trace of their breath.
That's why you'll find me with black lungs
and my back sprung when i go down under
cuz you can't play the odds, were all outnumbered.
You can pray to god but he can't hear you
life is truly a forest with too many bushes to clear thru
and from listenin to tsarion I've learned the hory spirit appears in the mirror view.
Over the years,
I've burned what i've read, and learned from whats said
and I've realized if you turn down life, you turn up dead.
There's somethings you just can't take back,
and 98 percent of me believes heaven sent me
to make a splash and create a ripple effect that will last for centuries.
But I know the pool of greatness is 6 feet deep
and there isn't enough room to swim
and only enough time to get your feet wet.
Everytime I think about ultimate death I get in a deep sweat.
And I'm afraid the end of the rope
may come sooner than expected,
leaving me without a clue as to what death is.
I keep thinking non-stop
if truth were antique then my head is a pawn shop.
I can't keep looking over my shoulders, I need to move fast
cuz the man who continues to look back runs into his past.
But it's hard keeping your head up
cause when you have ocd you get mental hiccups.
I was born with this state of mind, and a revolutionary spirit
and I was born with thick skin but I don't usually wear it.
After taking turns in this twist
I've learned you get what you resist.
Ain't no use in playin the odds, the whole pack is a flop
the frontline is the bottomline and the back is the top.
I've learned to let the pen think, its a zen thing
so im letting pain wash over me till im soaked in cleansing.
You desire to know the art of living, my friend? It is contained in one phrase: make use of suffering.
Henri-Frédéric Amiel