^^WHY I CRY WHEN YOU LEAVE^^
EVERY NITE...
THAT I AM NOT WITH YOU...
I MIS YOU...
WANT TO HOLD, HUG AND KISS YOU...
I CRY WHEN YOU LEAVE...
BECAUSE IT SEEMS TO BE...
A CRIME JUST TO WANNA BE WITH YOU...
CAUSE EVER SINCE YOU LEFT...
I HAVENT FELT THE SAME...
I KNOW THAT IN TIME...
ALL THINGS MUST CHANGE...
AND EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON...
WISH THAT I COULD TRAVEL BACK IN TIME...
SO THAT I COULD HAVE PREVENTED YOUR LEAVING...
ALTHOUGH I KNOW IN MY HEART....
I KNOW AND BELIEVE...
THAT YOU WERE GOING TO GO ANYWAY
I KNOW THAT THERE WAS NOTHING I COULD DO OR SAY...
THAT WOULD HAVE MADE YOU STAY...
BUT DAMN....
I WISH YOU WOULD HAVE STAYED....
TELL ME IS THIS THE WAY...
THINGS WILL BE FOR ALWAYS...
I WISH YUO WOULD GRAB ME...
AND HOLD ME IN YOUR ARMS...
AND JUST TELL ME BABY PLEASE....
THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY...
YOU KNOW I LOVE IT WHEN YOU HOLD ME...
THATS WHEN I FEEL THE MOST SAFE...
I USE TO PRAY EVERY NIGHT....
AND I BELIEVED THAT GOD WOULD BLESS US TOGETHER
THINGS WERE HARD FOR THE BOTH OF US
BUT I KNEW WE'D MAKE IT THRU THE STORMY WEATHER...
HOWEVER....
IT SEEMS WE COULDNT MAKE IT....
IT SEEMS IT DIDNT LAST....
THATS WHY I CRY WHEN YOU LEAVE ME
CAUSE I REALLY JUST WANT TO GO BACK...
TO WHERE I STARTED TO SMOTHER YOU...
STARTED TO COVER YOU...
AND STARTED TO DROWN YOU WITH MY LOVE...
YOU WERE SUFFOCATING AND COULDNT BREATHE....
BUT BABY, THATS WHY I CRY WHEN YOU LEAVE...
I CRY WHEN YOU LEAVE...
CAUSE I KNOW THAT YOU LEFT BECAUSE OF ME.
I'M A LEECH...
I LATCHED ON TO YOU....
AND SUCKED YOU DRY
I KNOW YOU HATE IT WHEN I CRY...
I KNOW THAT YOU DONT UNDERSTAND.
I ALSO REALIZED I WAS WAY TO HARD ON YOU....
INSTEAD OF JUST LETTING YOU BE A MAN!
I CAN TELL MYSELF THE TRUTH NOW
AND LET ME TELL YOU...
THE TRUTH HURTS
AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE
I CANT DENY THAT ITS HURTFUL
BUT WE ALL FALL SHORT....
I FUCKED UP
YOU FUCKED UP
THIS WE BOTH KNOW AND SEE
BUT THATS WHY I CRY WHEN YOU LEAVE....
CAUSE IM AFRAID THINGS WILL NEVER BE...
THE SAME SAME EVER AGAIN....
-EK