The World Verse Me

[sean flynn]

The World Verse Me
Life in my perspective is an obstacle with distractions
Rights and wrongs, consequences for every action
And I almost feel as though God’s strict on me
But like my money I want God to stick on me
Drugs are my nemesis and something to overcome
And God looks down to see if I’m making it through
And I’m struggling so now God I’m praying to you
That you help me become powerful and make it to you
In that beautiful Heaven where I see old faces
That have deceased and made it to higher and greater places
I’m awaiting the day that I come to visit
There aint no heaven on Earth cause the only Heaven is it
Lord give me mercy, I’m head over heels
With this plant you have given us I’m tempted to steal
And when I reached conclusion to steal from others
You came down on me and helped me like one of my brothers
Because it happened to me first and it made it a bad day
And so I’ve heard that God works in mysterious ways
And I don’t consider it a bad thing I know it’s a blessing
Because I see things clear know I’m no longer guessing
I know you controlled the brain of the person that robbed me
This drug wasn’t a once in a while thing it was a hobby
I prayed to you at night that I stop my ways
And that I wouldn’t pick up that blunt and hit that haze
And just when I had the idea to sell
That idea went to the fiery pits of Hell
But with my drugs they took a piece of my pride
Because all my boys turned on me and took his side
So now it’s only me and I’m staring at hatred
And Things slow down in slow-mo like the Matrix
(Chorus)
I’m left alone now, nothing I can do
But drop out this game and hand it to you
Stand in my shoes, I’m trying to stop
But quitting aint an option when you headed for the top

I’m fighting these demons, looking for hope
But it’s hard to fight when I’m seen as a joke
So some joke I’ll turn out to be
Just wait and all you mother fuckers will see
(Chorus)

I’ve decided an ending to the story I live
900 k house, 2 or 3 kids
Drugs aint a problem, aint touched them in years
Aint got robbed since 05, And I start shedding tears
About the past I’ve overcome and the joy that I got
Made it to the top with out hustling the rocks
And I go back to home town and don’t give them shit
Because my life was fucking hell and they dragged me through it
I remember my supporters the ones that didn’t turn
And I discover that half of my enemies got burnt
For everything they ever had so I laugh in they face
Because that’s what they did to me when it was me in that place
But that’s what I’m envisioning, I’m caught up in beef
At the moment, and I know we’ll never restore peace
This year has been a maze and I struggle to fight
That robbery opened my eyes and showed me the light
I now have evidence proving God is near
The only game I’m playing now is this game right here
Bars upon bars to unleash my emotion
Your eyes have been closed but my eyes remain open

[skandelous_lala]

I'm not sure if you meant this as a song or a poem..although often there is such a fine line between the two.

This read well..I'm sure would sound good outloud..put to music, ect.
The content of it was nothing truly out of the ordinary but your story was told well and I think you put it together well.
I guess the last line stuck out to me the most for whatever reason.

Thank you for sharing.