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Intro
The sun shines bright, as your gentle touch warms and soothes my mind,
Not a cloud in the sky, as flowers cradle enough life to have no use of sunlight,
Laid out on a red blanket, with a basket of food to share between us two,
Feeding one another grapes, as I muster up the guts to whisper, "I love you",
Your cheeks raise with your mouth as they begin to form a crescent moon,
To form a smile so true as your lips part as my ears hear "I love you too.."
Voice: Wake up, Andrew.... Reality is here to see you...
Verse 1
My eyes flutter open, yet believe to be closed, as darkness surrounds me,
It's been my first sleep in awhile, in such times, it's hard to sleep soundly,
Sitting up, I rub my eyes, glance at my alarm, noticing again, it didn't go off,
The moons visit still stays, yet the clock says otherwise, my mind is so lost,
"What day, month, or year is it? Do I got school?... Ugh, I'm a fuckin' wreck!"
It's night out, yet feels like day, and yet I have the impression I overslept,
Turning on the television, I notice, two days have gone by in a single night,
It appears, time likes to sneak by me, when my eyes don't have it in sight,
Instinctively, I pick up a phone, and dial some number, waiting as it'd ring
Suddenly, they pick up, but immediately hang up before I'd said anything,
"Who was it I called?.. This makes no sense. Maybe I'm starting to lose it?"
I realize who it was that I called, I just didn't want to admit it and I knew it.
My best friend, he's still upset I guess, but it's me who should be mad,
Yet, I called him, weird, and I'd not realized it, where's the sense in that?...
Voice: He's an asshole, you know that, right?
Andrew: No... he just didn't want to hurt me. It's not his fault... It's hers!
Voice: You know he deserves to be punished!
Andrew: N-n-no!.... No! I can't hear you!
Voice: Yet, you're speaking to me. Either I don't exist or you're crazy....
Andrew: JUST SHUT UP!!! *Hits head with fists*
Verse 2
I lay my head down on the pillow and force my eyes to remain tightly shut,
As I'd say to myself, "I'll just sleep till I am visited by the light of the sun".
And as hours pass, I awake once more, get out of bed and hit the shower,
Washing my hair, as I hear laughter in my head lasting for atleast an hour,
Ignoring it, I'd head out, stumbling over empty beer bottles and clothes,
I reached down to pick them up, to realize they were girls clothes though,
Weird, I didn't recall having anyone over, as I threw them off to the side,
As I head downstairs, the living room was a mess and I didn't know why,
The lamp was thrown, papers scattered and everything else misplaced,
Either there was a huge fight or I'd gotten drunk and destroyed the place,
And suddenly, I took notice to the odd smell that surrounded the house,
It was disgusting, and indescribable and I could taste it in my own mouth,
"Ugh, that's fuckin' disgusting, it's like something came in and died..",
So, I held my breath as I quickly got a drink from the fridge and got outside...
Voice: Andrew, why won't you just face up to the truth?
Andrew: *ignores the voice*
Voice: You know you can hear me... talk.
Andrew: Go Away.. just stop.. please...
Voice: What you've done is unforgiveable Andrew.... but it felt good though, didn't it?
Andrew: She'll be mine again, all mine. I won't lose her again.
Voice: Then go ahead and believe that...You're a fool.
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