Incoherent Rambling Manifested from Unbearable Pain
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Incoherent Rambling Manifested from Unbearable Pain
I can't cope
I don't wanna be here She played me, she Fuckin played me I fell in Love with She told me she Loved me but then she fuckin played me Shez been playing me I was too blind & stupid to admit it I can't cope I let the things she'd say blind me "I Love you Jamez" "I Love you more" "No I Love you more" I don't wanna be here "No I Love you more, don't argue! Ha ha ha ha!" Bull shit! She doesn't Love me, she played me I can't cope How did I let this happen? I'm smarter than that I don't wanna be here I can't believe it I don't wanna believe it! I can't cope I wanna go back to 4 hourz ago When you said you love me When I believed you Loved me When I told you I Love you too, and I still do But you played me You want me hurt now I don't wana be here Hourz ago you Loved me but now you want Rasheed to put me in the hospital You're mad cuz I caught you You're mad cuz I stopped believing your liez I can't cope I don't wanna be here I wanna die I wanna to erase tonight and go back to JUST thinkin you're cheatin on me I I want there to only be signz and no proof I wanna be ignorant again I can't cope knowing that I don't have you anymore You played me, I caught you I can't do this without you I grew to Love you so fast and now my heart is so swollen from unphathomable pain that I can't swallow. I can't breathe! I can't cope! I don't wanna be here I don't wanna not be your man I don't wanna not be able to call you I don't wanna be here! I need an outlet The is no outlet There is only pain around every corner, under every rock You're not even sorry, you're mad at me You want me hurt so badly Catching you fucked up ya planz with this next somehow So you want me hurt You said you Loved me Why did you lie to me? Did you think I lied to you? Is it cuz you believed Dre when her told you I cheated? You know I didnt cheat! You spoke to her I want you back so badly Becuz I con't cope I can't move on I can't work I can't sleep I can't smile Becuz I can't have you I need you I Love you Lara! OMG I can't cope I don't wanna be here I wanna die Cuz I don't have you anymore And you lied to me so much Why? What was the point playing me? You didn't use me cuz therez nothin here to use I told you, you were pretty I told you I could be with you forever I told you my only happiness is spent with you Was that reason enough to keep me even tho you were with him? Is that reason enough to lie to me on a daily basis?! And I asked you! WHy do you have to go? Why didn;t you answer your phone? Why didn't you call me? Why is he callin ou baby on the voicemail? What took so long? Where were you? Why'd you erase that last call? Your answerz were never concise but I Loved you so I believed you I'm so dumb I can't cope I don't wanna be here I wonder if Hell is possibly worse than this If you read this you'd probably laugh You bitch I Love you, you bitch I'll never get over you, you bitch You know what I'm going through You know the pain thatz ALREADY in my life You bitch! Why would you cause more? Why weren't you just upfront? What did you gain by playin me? And what were you tellin him? You are such a pimp He bought ya bullshit too When you were with me, where was he!? Jesus help me, give me strength to stand in this mental snake pit I can't cope I don't wanna be here I shoulda beeb in Texas With Leah The one who has never wronged me She Lovez me, I Love her I fucked up & fell in Love with you I can't get out of it It'z like burning quicksand It hurtz so bad but I'm so fuckin stuck I can't cope I wanna cry I don't wanna be here I wanna die And to think! You told me I was gonna be a father! Are you even pregnant?! If you arem is it even mine? Is it even his? You hoe Who else have you been fuckin? I need to go get checked out! I might have something Brentwood girlz are fuckin dirty z told me that, Rosa told me that But I fucked with you anyway I'm so stupid I cant cope I don't wanna be here Thatz it September 16th It'z over I don't want it to be I wanna go back to yesterday I wanna go back to 4, 5 hourz ago I wanna be with you But I can't be Cuz you played me I can't cope, cuz you played me I don't wanna be here, cuz you played me I wanna die, cuz you played me I can't cope, I don't wanna be here and I wanna die, cuz you played me I can't cope, I don't wanna be here and I wanna die, cuz you played me and I Love you  Last edited by Jamez Xavier; 09-17-2004 at 04:46 AM. |
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