i know f'd up

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i fucked up cus i was scared of fallin in love/
now am lonely missin my one and only one/
i know wut i did was wrong/
and wut we had was strong/
but ma i wasn't ready for all of that/
but now i am and want to go back/
in time so i can get u back/
cus back then i was scared of settleling down/
so i pushed u back and i regret it now/
now the jokes on me so i feel like a clown/
down on the floor like the ground/
mad and sad cus my love i found and lost/
u was the only chick that i cared about and trust/
and i was the one and only ni**a u loved and lust/
now am lost and lonely like a school bus in da summer time/
nothin can fix my mistake not even the am so sorry line/
if u wanna continued ya life without me then am gon let it be/
but if ur lonely and need someone then remember me/
peace/