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Family Values Part 3. Neglected;
Ok i know your only aloud 2 on the first page but hey its a request, please don't close it, if it does, can people reply in one of the other threads i would like info on waht y'all think. If you haven't read the first two it would be best to, if not it's cool you'll still understand this one. Thanks a bunch.
Family Values Part 3.
Neglected;
If a perfect white picket fence gets ignored……….does it fade to black.
Once a house has lost its love you can’t get it back not even with a map.
Re-track my thoughts…I’m an unhappy boy who always falls short.
Trapped in a world of men…..stuck down ‘cause I was never taught
Basically aborted into high society………………I was hurled into the world.
No mom or dad looked after me……only ‘cause they where hoping for a girl.
Curled up in a ball I still cry…struggling day to day just to get by.
Not financially of-course ‘cause I’m rich….but more mental wise.
I can’t lie I have it easier then some…..but still I receive no love.
Palmed off to the school system…..once my parents had enough.
Praying up above for a sign…………………but I cant see a burning bush.
The only presidents I can see are ex….and they only feed my parents rush.
Touched enough to get a good mate…...he needs me there by his side.
To help him at the councilors must be fate…..he showed me the light.
I was introduced to the councilors daughter, we been together for 2 months.
This is the first girlfriend I’ve had ever…and well I love her whole a bunch.
Funny huh she makes me tongue tied….but I was like that anyways.
In a fight there’s no funny side………………I miss the happy days.
Staying up late trying to discuss my problems with my folks, very unsuccessful.
Begging her for forgiveness sounded like a line of jokes…...why I am so pitiful.
She’s beautiful, perfect…………...I sit outside her window days on end.
But she’s no longer home……………I think she found a new boyfriend.
Who, I really need to know……………..this fucking pig better treat her right.
Her love for me no-longer glows…...I was once a star, now never to be bright.
You can’t relight as I have tried………it just hurts to think in my head.
“News brief, girl strangled and raped, face up in the gutter…DEAD…”
Steady feelings don’t crumble…it’s like out of a movie, it cant be real.
Serial killers are just fables………why did I let her be, I just cant deal.
With the pain, it’s not a fucking game……………..I’ve lost the one thing I needed.
Now I’ve turned plain, blank expression on my face…my depression I can’t feed it.
Believe it, it’s to late………..I need help my minds burning I am baffled.
You’ve heard of the tie that binds………well mine finally got unraveled.
Travel to the bathroom stand on a chair……look at the lights I choose you.
God I'm coming forward…but unlike the tie this noose doesn’t fall loose to.
Food for the soul death, I can only taste blood……….I’m not coming back.
On the bench lay a note;
“I appreciate you guys though you never cared, with parenting you lacked,
but at the end of the day I am still your son you know LOVE ALWAYS JACK”
Ok thats them sorry there so long but for me to explain what happen in the first to i needed to do so. I don't know if any one noticed, but there the same story from 3 different perspectives.........hmm hoped you liked them peace out have fun........
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