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Suffocation
I'm burning on the inside. i can't feel my feet. mindlessly, with no direction walking through the pain of life. stopping every now and again, hoping to catch a glimpse of myself in the wind. hoping to look up and see you in the sky. rain drops dance inside my open mouth. thoughts of you are too hard to swallow. i swallow. i'm startled, by the taste of shame. i'm ashamed. i'm so ashamed. my soul is turning to mush. the road to my mind is becoming a hard path to follow. you still follow me. how can you follow me? why are you following me. i'm hurting on the inside. i can't open my eyes. i'm surrounded by the darkness of self destruction. blindly, trying to find myself through your eyes. i'm trying to feel my lust through your fingertips but i can't find you in my heart. i can feel you on the inside. tearing away at my sorrow trying to convert the anger into love. trying to convert my blind anger inside of me into love. we're soaked in my liquid pain. i'm crying because i want you out of me. i'm crying because i need you inside of me. I open my eyes and see he's not you. i hold on a little longer, a little tighter. Praying your image will reappear so i can detox from it all and breath again.
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If you don't reach for the sky, you'll never know what it feels like to touch a cloud.
Last edited by Shibaby; 01-31-2008 at 08:16 PM.
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