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I smile
I wake up with no aspirations of changing who I am; only what I am.
I constantly run with hope ill reach that point of satisfaction quicker.
I pretend so often of myself being someone but just never me.
I question all the notions and quirks I know I have, does that make me; me?
I wonder if ill ever know what having my dreams come true really means.
I pray for the day I will have the opportunity to be truly happy.
I believe in love so much, I can’t believe so often it saddens me.
I never sleep; only left with the notion to keep smiling till tomorrow.
I can’t forget your smile, I cry with knowing you don’t mean it.
I know tomorrow I’ll smile for you again in hope you smile back.
I wish I was as simple as I sound, I wish when I smiled it meant I was happy.
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I define myself as unusual because I do what I think is right.
I feel that there's a beautiful inspiration of wisdom waiting to evolve itself into it's full natural state in which it deserves to flourish but constantly ignoring the right decision to make too to continue this world of routine of struggle with my self only to believe in self worth
Some things are better unsaid; so I write them instead
http://www.myspace.com/lewddog
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