....Tonight

[broken_wings113]

In the silence of my zone
I sit here
Overcome by grief
Waves of sadness submerging me completely
I wish I could sleep forever so I wouldn't feel this way
When each day is ominous and I see no silver lining round this dark cloud of mine
I sleepwalk through life
Living a sleepless nightmare
When all I care for is slowly being ripped away
I can't sleep at night
And I spend my days in a daze
Laughing----but the sound is a hollow mockery of what i truely feel inside---
----This sad soul of mine
I sit here
In this body
Watching my world slip away
And I know there are no tomorrows just carbon copies of today
When yesterdays are painful memories of smiles and happiness and truth
And today is a dark, somber isle of sorrow and despair and deceit
I try not to think about this all
But everything I see
Remids me that it will soon no longer be
Everything around me is fading --slipping--disillusioned by my anguish
And the question which continually echos in my head---
If I sleep forever does that mean I'm dead?
Calling out over and over
In my heart
Throughout my body
In my insomiatic mind
As I sit here
In my sleepless --dreamless---hopeless world.
In these dark days of my life
In this life I wish wasn't mine...

[MzPynkDymondz]

"Watching my world slip away
And I know there are no tomorrows just carbon copies of today"

Now that made me clap i felt that line right there.. Very nice ..I enjoyed reading it!

[broken_wings113]

thanks forthe feedback peace