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11. you're on the verge of a breakdown, you just lost your job, your girlfreind dumped you, and you cant afford your rent, when you get home to your run down apartment, you sit down and decide to do it, you're gonna pull the trigger, no questions asked, but then you get a phone call, the conversation makes you change your mind, what was said, what do you do, and who called
I've poured out my heart, but slipped on it from the start
my girl, the apple of my eye that's grown rotten, had to part
I promised to pay homage to everyone, but the list is short
I'm the pissed sort, i cant risk to distort my chances in court
Have you ever been on the edge of suicide? seeing through the lie?
Lookin over the brink and realizing your only release from the sky
ceasing your own cry with a fist full of a pistol
I kissed all my family goodbye with an expression so dismal
You want the reason? i havent been breathin since last season
winced from lesions on my penis without grins, but treason
I've spread this disease to the streetwalking bitches on their knees
I was a man whore, selling my warez to stares for fees
But my reputation has took a vacation now that i'm tainted
a blatant stamp painted on my forehead that left girls fainted
*ring ring*
Wait, change of plans, my life wont end in my hand
my favorite client whats some service from her favorite man
damn it's been months since i'v heard her grunts
I should ask her out, legit, and forget all the funds
she's my angel, stars dont shine as bright as her eyes
a supernova of passion, enough to light up my skies
delight flies out from the night cries as i get ready to leave
I feel wrong taking money for somethin i'd loosely do for free
my depression's lessening already, a blessing ready
perfect stress relief is her hands caressing steady
in my hand, a half finished deathnote to my sex slave
I'm afraid she's unaware, but wont care, about my next grave
SHe's already infect with my disease so she wont notice
how could she? I'm her escape to pleasure for the moment
Let me describe her physical vibe without pride
Crystal blue eyes, sparkling in the shadow never once cried
A careless soul who holds the whole universe in her chest
literally, 35 doube d's with no trouble gettin on her knees like you guessed
weighing a hefty 250 pounds, a diseased fat bitch blemished
I'm the only man that would ever have her, me and my fat fetish
i cant wait to stick my head in her lettuce......
Thanks for giving me a reason to live
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