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umm i don't know, weird situation
ok, so, this'll probably be a novel but i'll try to keep it short. i'm not quite sure if this'll have a point or anything either but let's find out...
so i'll give you the background first. not this summer that just past but the one before that ('05) i worked at my mom's office building but in a different department as summer help. and there was this chick a year younger than me about (more like a couple months but i mean a grade younger). so anyways i didn't talk to her for the first month and a half, for whatever reason i dunno, i'm dumb... but then like the last couple weeks we got to talkin and we were like always doin shit together round the office and whatnot (i'm talkin work, no extracurricular shit btw). so yeah i had a crush on her, she had a boyfriend, we talked about hanging out, nothing formulated, summer ended and she soon after moved back to texas.... so then a year's passed, i'd talk to her every so often in a random aim convo yadda yadda. the end.
well anyways, i'll jump into another branch of this topic right quick. 6 and a half months a go, i met this chick, and we've been dating since basically. and i love this chick, been thru a lot, but i mean we still have issues here and there, and i could really see myself spending a long ass time with this girl. took each other's virginity, always with each other, the works...
so anyways the chick from the summer job hits me up on aim and is like heyyyyyyy omg, all this shit, we talk, catch up, yadda yadda, reminisce about the past lol.... then she tells me she's moving back out here and she wants to go to the same college as i am (not because i'm going here, i just so happen to go to the college that she wants to lol). so she knows i've got the girlfriend and how serious it is, and she's even got a boyfriend (well had, they broke up for like the 43983th time yesterday) but anyways she's bein all flirtatious in the convos (yes i know, flirting on aim, sounds weird) but anyways like i was talkin bout how i had a crush on her and she was hinting that she had one on me (even tho she had a boyfriend...). and then she's sayin she's gonna be out here to visit in a month so she can spend her birthday with her family out here... and then she's like we should hang out one day, you can give me a tour of the school i'd really like that. and then somehow she was saying somethin like so if i were to come onto you at all i would get completely shut down? and then she was like "do you think you would ever hook up with me?" and i was like whoaaaa that blew my mind haha... and then she was like in this hypothetical situation, if i were to kiss you would you kiss back? and yeah... like i dunno, i still love my girl, that won't change, but it's somethin bout this girl (even on aim, yes it's that lame) that i still might think i have a thing for? i dunno... i have no idea what i just said, hopefully it makes sense, i doubt anyone will read it.. but i dunno i'm just tryin to get my thoughts out there for my own good as well so i can know how i feel? i dunno lol, it's 230 am give me a break
**POINT: What would you do in this situation? See if there's maybe anything at all with the girl? Stick with the girlfriend and don't associate with the other chick?
like i'm really confused, and i'm in a weird mood and state of mind anyway so i'm not sayin all these things with a straight head but yeah,....
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Originally Posted by RYDOGG
ya round these parts we call dem roamers guests b. to retarded to realise u cant get repped if u aint registered
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Originally Posted by ThisMiss
I saw it with my richloserothermanscockkissingdouglo okalike4thcousinbrotherboyfriend, apparently
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