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Originally Posted by MISSKEYdaQUEEN
No but I have to admit...I sometimes deal with mentalities where I have a somewhat hatred for men, OH IT SOUNDS SO HARSH, like I will really k8inda feel a dude but then when I have slept with him I hate him almost in the morning. It's almost like a superiority complex. Like "look at you you week man you. All excited you ass. I hope you don't think I love yo ass." Hahaaaa...true I haven't felt like this in a while but I find that my bitter mindset will come around sometimes.
I guess I just don't act on it in such a negative unproductive way. I have been trying to put things in perspective I suppose....
OK..let me stop. I'm on a tangent!!
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You don't
even have to explain... I go through my "Men are scum. I am officially a lesbian" days, too [okay, you didn't say all that.. but I do... lol].
Like sammii said, I get on the page when I'm dissapointed//sad/hurt/mad and feel like saying ''fuck it'' and playin' nikkas like there is no tomorrow... but that's not who I am, and that's not who I want to be... so nothing like that ever materializes. I'm a sweet and kind person, and yes people try to exploit & abuse that, but I really love and appreciate that aspect of my personality... I never want to lose that part of who I am... "Old Bitter Bitch" is soooo not a good look.