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Originally Posted by Nanijah
I think I would have done so much differently. I love my kids and husband dearly. More then life it self obviously.
However, I became a mother @ 17 and a wife shortly after 18. I think I would keep this all the same. But moved it down the road more. I would have worked harder in high school and actually listened when my teachers told me "You'll regret not taking that course later in life". Boy were they right. I think I slacked way too much in high school. I regret it big time now :o( I would have also gone onto college. I would have picked a career for myself and stuck to it. Then I would have done the whole marriage/children thing. With my husband still. But I just would have done it later. Had I known then, what I do now. I think I could have made it further then I can now. Reason being is, now my children come first. My career, whatever it is I choose to do. Will have to wait until I feel secure my children are taken care of. My job now is to be a Mommy. That's it. I can't bring myself to do anything else. Knowing I may miss something. Maybe that's something I need to learn to let go. But I just can't. I feel no job will pay me enough to miss something. Ya know?
Anyway that's all I'd change. Probably a few minor things as well. But not much.
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nice reply.
im gonna go with doing better in high school. I just had this whole whatever attitude in high school, although i did graduate with honors so the high school thing kind of doesn't make sense, lol.
I'm glad I joined the air force b/c it has made me independent and able to take care of my daughter
I would have valued my relationship with my friends in my hometown more
I regret cheating on my first love and doing so many dirty things to her, but i was young and dumb when it came to relationships. Now, she wont even say hello when i bump into her in the mall or in wal-mart and it hurts in a sense b/c we devoted so much time together and now its like we are strangers.
I regret fucking my best friends girlfriend of like 3 years or so. To this day only me and her know about this, but it fucks me up when me and my boy are chillin and have deep convos and are all like, "I love you like a brother man" type talk. B/c of this regret I also regret putting "pussy" on such a high pedistle and letting it entrap me....b/c 8 out of 10 times it just wasn't worth it in the end.
But it made me who i am now so i guess its good to experience and learn from it, if you learn from it.
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