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Alot of shit gets me motivated, you find out alot about yourself working out I find.
I get alot of comments from girls and boys (no homo). Asking for advice and such and I'm not even that big or nor have I been lifting for considerably long. People can't tell if I workout with my shirt on but when its off or when I'm in a wifebeater its a different story. I'm not big at all, so I guess it's because I'm fairly cut and light muscled. Attention always serves as a catalyst of motivation.
But I'm self motivated. I look at a picture of my ideal physique then I look at myself in the mirror I am not satisfied with what I see. I ALWAYS see room for improvement. I'm sort of a perfectionist so I'm not easily satisfied.
Just seeing bigger veteran dudes working out in the gym who paid their dues, and seeing how all their hard work day in and day out paid off is amazing. One day I just want to walk into the gym jump on a bench of squat rack and do 225 for WARM up.
I like the pump I get after a workout. The feeling that you actually accomplished something is great. I look at my brother and see how he went from a skinny frail bastard to a decently, cut, muscled dude would have any older brother proud. I mean im the older one.. i should be setting the example so I feel thats its my job to catch up to where he is. Hes bigger but I know more than he does. I tell him to go lower in the squats, and what exercises he should consider doing.
I strive to see my limits, to be the best I can be. On the othe hand, my manly ego tells me to be better than any other man but I try not to get that carried away. I don't doubt myself but i like to be REALISTIC. Lifting is a PART of my life but not my life.
I know its going to take awhie but it keeps me busy. It takes dedication, consistancy, perserverance, determination, motivation, passion, desire, commitment, devotion, throw up, blood, sweat, and tears. I can't wait to see myself 5, 10, 15 down the road, strolling down the beach confident as fuck as my body protrays all the hard work I put into it.
That's my motivation.
What's yours?
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I'm loathesome
I scream out fuck the world then I throw something
Niggas scheming hard but fuck it, it's the god
I leave bullets lodged leave you leaning on your broad
And our punks leave you gagged up in your car
Slumping Kennedy-style with your memory out
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