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It can all end here, or i can stand up to my worst fear
Either way, i need to kick start my brain back in gear..
I've lost control of my action's,it was a chain reaction
& Now im standing in reality, but by only a fraction
Standing somewhere between love & hate..
No longer safe, Trying to blame my lost on my fate
I feel a tear traveling down my face,
Followed by another, now they start to race..
All my great memory's sit in the shadow's of my mind
& i feel no remorse, even when they are all combined
How could she,Why would she? i thought i was loved
But should i give up, or shall i throw down the glove..
So many question's fill my over crowded thought's
Would she even shed a tear, at the thought of my corpse
This 25 lb's that all it take's,
To clear my mind, & rid me of the world's mistake's
I picture her sleeping with that man, i cant settle for 2nd best
I've failed such a little test, it's time to leave...
You can figue out the rest...
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