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Living a Lie
that's right, this is my last night, so here it is....
my formal apology of course and obviously im serious
i've clearly glimpsed into my future confused from a dreary sense
of mis-direction, see my imperfections, have me curious
delirious from pyrimad schemes that appear in my dreams
but i fear if i scream no one'll even hear it beneathe
the blanket of lies that shadow my guilt...sincerity flees
into the darkness, crimson tides, my eyes begin to tear and they bleed
where would I be....?
let's say, well....if the truth wasn't a lie
cause there's rules and regulations
but that day.....nothing applied
it was a cover up that was one of a kind
a blemish to reality, that sadly seems to stay stuck in my mind
trouble denied.... and most can see... everything was dishonest
and now my life is merely a skeleton in the closet
an earthquake in my brain that's leaving pressure within my conscience
evidently a conflict.....im ready to end and stop this
so ima tell you what i promised..... i'd never tell in my life
but since my life is a lie.....i guess i'll tell it tonight
and i apologize for the filler but at first i never could write
whatever was right, so i stretched the truth now im in debt with a price
im telling you twice....
what i did was wrong, im an evil, kaniving human
to sum it up there's no # for the peoples lives i ruined
so now it keeps my mind in ruins...forget it what the hell
i'll just keep living the lie....."die"....naw, but i guess im gonna tell
so now i'm gonna yell, whatever.....i'm a bitch and a liar
and I didn't no-show for the tourney....
so I guess it means I didn't retire
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