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i cry everyday bu the tears never show up (for phoenix)
ok peeps let me know what you think. i wrote this for one of my kids at work.
I cry everyday but the tears never show up
Weeping so hard it hurts my heart
Leaving my soul on the line and the distress in my brain
Did you ever dance with the devil in the pale moonlight?
I do every fucking night
I feel pain every fucking night
My pain is so profound it leaves my aura shattered
You want to tell me that I need to accept things
You want me to forgive myself
Fuck you!
You want me to let you into my mind
Fuck you twice
If I am emotionally hit once shame on you
Any more times shame on me
I cry everyday but the tears are stealth
Weeping so hard it hurts my soul
I want to grow up and move the fuck away from you
Do I sound bitter and angry
I am angrily bitter
Your image resonates in my neural receptors
Your image resonates
Dam I知 repeating myself
I can稚 look at your image in my mind anymore
I am so sick
Of your torturous hold over my being
Leave me be and let me alone
I知 sick of crying and not being able to cry
I知 sick of dieing and not being able to die
I知 sick of living and not being able to live
I知 sick of being sick of your bullshit
Fuck you, now I have closure
I cry everyday but the tears never show up
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How vain it is to sit down and write when you have not stood up to live.
The skill of writing is to create a context in which other people can think.
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