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Me
Jay
Chad

"this whole week was killin me slowly...
so I thought I'd go out... vent... n chill wit my homies...
so I got ready and rolled me a doobie...
waitin for my niqqaz to scoop me up and go to the movies...
and my niqqa Jay... he was roomin wit me...
we kept arguin back n forth about what movie to see...
...
but to be honest... I didn't give a shit.

'Man Of Fire' was the movie and it started at 9...
and at 8:30 we rolled in deep our little party of 5...
Jay told me, get your popcorn and go...
cuz you gotta go save us some seats at the top of the row
the situation was gettin feebler...
cuz it was so dark in the place, I couldnt even see who the people were...
my niqqa Jay walked in... well... atleast, I thought it was him...
so I walked up and started botherin him...
come to find out, it was the guy chad from my school...
i dont like the lil fucker he was a bad lil dude...
memories brought somethin back...
i remember I whooped his ass in 5th grade...
and I guess he still had a grudge for that...
cuz he started talkin shit in front of his boys...
awww, you here by yourself, I don't see none of your boys...
yeah, they here, but look.. trouble, i'm steerin from that...
I jus wanna watch the movie, chill n relax...
nah , don't act pussy now...
a slight budge...
ay motha fucker, don't push me down!...
what you gonna do? you wanna take this back in the streets?...
I don't want beef, so I sat back in my seat...
but I can see the dark in him...
so when I see my boys comin in, I try n start actin hard again...
and I told yall I brought my boys...
so why the fuck should I be scurred?...
so I get up and start talkin noise...
and plus, he wasn't big or nothin...
so I wanted to take it outside and show this bitch niqqa somethin...
and shit, i'm in to fights n murkin...
but I aint gon front, for some reason I was kinda nervous...

we outside and he gave me a mighty glance...
so I put my fists up and got in my fightin stance...
I swung.... I missed....I swung.... I missed again....
he swung and connected, god damn.. this a different him.
I fell to the ground...
...man... fuck this!, put my hand behind my back and felt for my poud...
and I guess he got took by surprised...
man, haha, yall should of seen the look in his eyes...
I wish yall coulda seen it... but anywayz...
I had just seen my limits...
and every second I pointed my gun at him, it seemed like minutes...
as my boys were approachin me...
I sat and thought damn, this is like the movie I was supposed to see...
I could see people out the corner of my eyes hidin n lookin...
and the whole time, I was dyin to cook him...
I knew this situation wouldn't last... so I had to come to a decision fast...
I walked up and put my gun in his face..
then in an instant hit me, and him and his boys started runnin away...
I could kill them all each in a breeze... so without thinking I squeezed...
I dont even know what I shot em for... but all of em caught 1 shot or more...
now that thought is glued in my head...
I shouldn't of left until I knew they were dead...

But, I gotta go journal, I'll holla.
Peace."

I think I hear Jay outside... we gon go play basketball.
So i left, but nobody was there...
guess it wasn't him after all..
so, I waited. I seen a car of somebody stoppin...
and deep down I had a feelin that somebodies watchin...
I felt like runnin... instead... I walked back to my house..
then I felt someone put a gun to my head...
shit... it was one of the niqqaz who was wit him that night...
left me in a faint stare...
on the ground wit a blank glare...it aint fair.

"Someday Soon"