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6. Staring at your reflection, it starts to talk to you.
the water's edge, a crest to the shore,
another morning,
and i'm feeling the same as i did before.
we met two year ago upon this lakes grandeur,
so many walks,
i laughed and smiled, infatuated with your candor.
remember the first time we met?
i never asked for your number - i just masked regret.
but next night when i seemed disturbed,
my heart pattered,
in the distance was a vision of nerves.
see i was nervous the first time, and yet the second,
was calming,
it's like you were a mirror image reflected.
the moonlight casted a night of friendship,
later in life,
it casted distain, thinking how can i mend shit.
i can't defend wit - i had a knack for lying,
i couldn't stop your crying,
because i proved your heart was dying.
at the end of the road things fell apart,
i shoved the pain away,
and put it towards a brand-new start.
but not with you boo,
i said i went out with the guys,
with no surprise,
you could see lies through the reflection in my eyes.
you knew about the affair & goddamn it hurts,
because i broke your heart,
while your own heart was really beating it's last spurts.
we knew you were dying inside & i made it tenfold,
no more walks to that lake together,
i killed your damn soul.
and baby, your death i took so fucking hard,
i disowned my friends,
& it took me to that first night in the park.
we were meant for each other and on this cold december,
i made it known,
that we were meant to be together.
i looked up to the stars,
gave you one last kiss on earth.
as the moonlight shined on my own rebirth.
it was an echoing shot in the dark,
and with that gun,
it was destiny with that shot to my heart.
i'm so sorry.
7. You've just fired a gun for the first time...
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